hey, i think you're awesome. forget that anon. making friends is just hard for some people, i get it too. i don't understand how society tells us to be ourselves and then gets mad at us when they don't like a piece of our personality. some people are 'annoying as fuck', it's just how they are. (i'm not saying you are annoying, though) just like some people are confident 'as fuck' and shy 'as fuck'. so anon needs to shut up and let you be you, cuz there are people that like you for you.